In an instant there she was.
She had a look on her face of confusion.
I was also confused. “Why are you
here?” I asked. She replied, “I’m not
sure.” I wanted confirmation that this
was not a dream and she instantly gave it to me, although she didn't understand
herself how she could answer my request.
She performed miracles that will forever be a mystery to me. My thoughts flowed to hers as I realized that
her holographic image was real. I said
over and over again, “I love you. I love
you so much.” Her eyes softened as she
realized what was said and she smiled.
In an instant she was gone.
I have many visitations.
I call them earthly angels that have finally received their wings. Each time I tell them how much I love them. Once my message is given they instantly
depart. I often wonder if they visit me
just to get that message. I immediately
know that they are saying goodbye once and for all. I wake-up from reality and realize that I am
waking up into this life; a long running dream.
Each time I have a visitor, my spirit pours out these messages with no restraints. In those moments, my spirit seems separate
from me. If we possess perfection this
is where it lives.
God is love and I have always felt this love from within. Ever since I was a child I never really questioned this because what I knew in my heart never came from a church teaching. It was just a "knowing" within me. It wasn't until I became a young adult that I started attending a church and was really taught the bible. I then started asking myself questions like, "How could the God I know in my heart be so different from the God I was being taught?" Certain parts of the bible that I was taught (from different perspectives and interpretations) felt "off" to me. I now view my childhood days (without growing up in the church) as a blessing because it gave me the opportunity to remain connected with this Source of energy that I knew lived inside of me (which kept my heart opened to consider all possibilities). It was this love within me that would cause me to make up melodies in my head and sing to it or dance to the song in my heart. The personal relationship I had was to a God that I would not or could not explain as a child. I never questioned what it was, who it was, or why it was within me. We don't question or doubt that we came here with a beating heart. To be alive is enough proof that we have a beating heart. Likewise, I didn't walk around thinking about this awareness, I just had it.
I don't believe in coincidences. I once read a quote that said, "Coincidences are God's way of remaining anonymous." The other day this video fell into my lap and I know it was not by coincidence. This person explained so beautifully why some teachings of the bible never really reconciled with the truth in his heart. As he ends this video with explaining and admitting that he doesn't have all of the answers to life, he also explains that this is his understanding of the Father that he knows (I can also relate to this message).
As I live.....I grow. As I grow....I change. Finally, what I've always felt in my spirit is being realized. I once had a prophetic dream (I have had many so I won't go into full details about this one) and I heard God say to me, "Tell my children that I love them." I never questioned this. I guess if I believed in the God I was taught in church I would have responded, "Do you want me to tell them to repent or go to hell too?"
God is love! He loves you so very much! You don't need "fixing" or to work out your salvation. It's because He loves you so dearly that He would never forsake or leave you! It's because He loves you so dearly that He greets you at your final hour. It's because He loved the Son so dearly that He restored Him from the cross that we put him on. We have a history of "crucifying" the ones that came in the name of LOVE. Ghandi, Martin Luther King Jr., Jesus, Nelson Mandela and so many others all had a message of love. Why have we rejected such a loving and merciful message that can stand alone as pure love? Is it because we needed to believe that something outside of ourselves would save us? God is love and that love can move mountains, save your soul (if that's what you need), and place you at the seat of kings.
He wants all of His children home after they have experienced this life. Grow, change, love, and know that your Creator is love made alive through every breath that you breathe. Just as Jesus was able to know where he came from and who His Father is (from the beginning of His birth), so should we!
God has many names but my favorite one is LOVE!
"This is where I'm at. This is how I actually understand my Father."
PS I hope to not offend anyone. I am sharing my revelations along my journey. I only share what I feel led to. I pray that if you were led to this space, it blesses you.
This is what was spoken to my spirit this morning as I sat
down to write in my journal.I was
singing a verse of this song all morning (which just popped into my spirit) which
said, “Speak to my heart Lord, speak to my heart”.As I sat down at my desk to begin my work for
the day, this is what poured out of me.It
was God answering my request and speaking to my heart.Many times I will just write what God has
spoken to my heart in my journal but today I am choosing to share it.I have realized that God’s words, gifts,
talents, etc are never really for us to hoard or keep to ourselves.It’s to uplift our spirits and bless
others.I pray it blesses you just as
much as it blessed me……..
Daily you have to give me permission and allow me to speak
to you.You have to open the ears of your heart.I’m always there speaking,
guiding, encouraging, and pouring my love to you.You allow me to BEby allowing yourself
to JUST
BE!
Just let it flow!The
river has been held back for long enough.It’s ready to overflow.It wants
to overflow and overtake you along with ALL others that are within your
presence or that taps into your energy.Let it flow!The floodgate of
heaven is your heart.Open it up and let
it flow down on my universe!Let it
overtake your world.Don’t build walls
around it.Don’t put up levees.Let it flood!Let it gush out of you.It’s a beautiful
waterfall of light that should be spread all over this world.How?By JUST BEING who you are.Be authentic.Be quirky.Be clumsy.Be imperfectly perfect.Be
love.Be yourself!Embrace all of your flaws (which you allow to
hold you back) and let my love flow out of you like a river.Embrace all of your imperfections.In your eyes you are flawed but in my eyes
you are perfect.I created you and I
knew exactly what I was doing.Yes, even
your crooked smile, I knew exactly how
you would turn out.I don’t make
mistakes.Love every atom that makes up
the whole of what you see.It’s your
vehicle to have life on earth.It’s
important but what’s most important is your spirit.It resides inside of your vehicle and it is
eternal.Connect with it.It’s the core of who you are.Many people ask the question, “Who am I?”You are the spirit within.Connect with your spirit.It’s bright, warm, pure unadulterated
love and it’s ALL you!
Don’t look outwardly into the world to answer the question
of who you are.You will become
lost.You have to search within.To search within you have to shut off the external
distractions.Turn off your T.V. and
radio.Isolate yourself into total
silence.Power down your computer and
turn off your mind.Once the world has
been quieted – just sit.Close your eyes
and allow yourself to release all things that stand in between you and your
spirit.See yourself as you are in
spirit form.The same way you envision
your heavenly Father, see yourself.Embrace that vision.Give your
spirit permission to speak.Once you do,
just sit and listen.Accept what it will
tell you.You are love.You are divine.You are the light of the world.You are a mirror of your Creator.
Don’t allow your mind or ego to tell you differently!Quiet him down once more if you have to and
listen to your spirit ONLY (which speaks within your heart and is more like a feeling). Once you
have listened and once you have reached acceptance then you are ready to………………….JUST
BE!!!!!
You are love made from love and were sent here to love (yourself,
God, and others).
JUST BE WHO YOU ARE LOVE:)
I
listened to my spirit and now I’m posting it in hopes that it blesses you too!
I love you!!!!!!!!!
Here is my song selection for today which I believe is perfect.This song actually came into my spirit when I was finished my journal writing this morning. Enjoy:)
The other day I read something that grieved my heart. It
was a message to many different people about how they will be "left
behind" or “go to hell" if they didn't change themselves and get “right”
with God (“right” according to the writer of course). The message was based in fear
and condemnation.It certainly did not
move me to repentance or conviction (if it was supposed to).
For me personally, I know who I am and I know my Creator so I did not take the
message personally. What bothered me was the people that
would be condemned by it. Possibly someone needed to hear how much their
Creator loves them and is always with them REGARDLESS of what they have done or
their imperfections. Perhaps someone needed to hear that our God is a merciful,
loving God and that He can cleanse them from all unrighteousness.
I believe the message by this person was rooted in fear and judgment.My rule is if the message is not rooted in
love, it’s NOT God!God is
love!
Many people can debate for hours
on this topic.For me, this is not up
for debate because I have opened myself up to hear all points of views.At the end of the day, I ONLY follow what
resonates in my spirit and heart.I have
to take all that I’ve been taught or heard and check-it with my internal truth.This takes work and time and I am not afraid
to employ both.
God did not come to condemn the world. He knew we would do enough of that on
our own. Romans 5:12, "Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the
world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have
sinned."
We are all sinners! No one is self-righteous! Jesus didn't come to condemn the
world.Why should we?I believe so many people have fallen victim
to this fear based message. Go within yourself, who knows the truth already,
and scrub ALL things against your inner truth. Don't be so easily controlled by
others and actually do the "seeking" yourself. That is what we are supposed
to do. Seek and you will find.....the truth. It's already hidden inside of you.
To do this however requires an open mind and heart. Many people that have been
molded into a fear based message have become very closed minded and as a result
you have muted your true inner voice. Cut away all of what you have been taught
(not that it was wrong) because you need to go on your own truth seeking
journey to now reconcile what you were taught to your inner truth. Some
teachings will remain with you and some won't resonate with you at all. How can
you ever really find the truth if you are so self-righteous and closed minded?
Little bird, it's time to leave your cage and fly free. Go discover the world
you CHOSE to come to! Go and discover it for yourself!
As for the countless amounts of people in this world that
needs to hear the good news……..God loves YOU, you were made in His image, and
YOU are love!
As for the condemners of the world……lighten up and choose
to love freely and be loved freely.The condemners
of the bible days were ultimately silenced.Read Matthew 12:28-34,
The
Greatest Commandment
One
of the teachers of the law came and heard them debating. Noticing that Jesus
had given them a good answer, he asked him, “Of all the commandments, which is
the most important?” “The
most important one,” answered Jesus, “is this: ‘Hear, O Israel: The Lord our
God, the Lord is one.Love the Lord your God with all your
heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.The
second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.There
is no commandment greater than these.” "Well
said, teacher,” the man replied. “You are right in saying that God is one and
there is no other but him.To love him
with all your heart, with all your understanding and with all your strength,
and to love your neighbor as yourself is more important than all burnt
offerings and sacrifices.” When Jesus saw that he had answered
wisely, he said to him, “You are not far from the kingdom of God.” And from
then on no one dared ask him any more questions.
Why must we make it so difficult?It’s actually very simple!
