I’ve had many dreams throughout my life. We have all had silly dreams that didn’t seem
to make sense or have any meaning at all.
Usually, I wake-up from those dreams and laugh about them. The next day it’s far from my mind or
thoughts and it’s removed from my memory.
This blog is about a different type of dream and not what I
just described above. It seems that God
has a way of showing me the mystery of his word through some of these dreams. I am referring to prophetic “dreams” or
visions straight from God himself. The
only word I can use in our English vocabulary to describe these amazing,
heavenly experiences is “dream”. The
experience however feels more real than what we call reality.
Ever since I was younger I knew that God had given me this ability
so that He could communicate with me. I
have had some people in my life debate with me about this ability being a “gift”
although I believe we all have access to this “gift”. Regardless if it’s a gift or not; I have been
shown that we all have very unique abilities and that one is not more important
than the other.
I have come to now embrace this gift and accept it. Perhaps God gave this ability to me because
of the difficult experiences he knew that I would face the moment I opened my
eyes on this earth. Through the years
this gift has kept me out of harm’s way, shown me things to come, and has even
shown me people that I would meet prior to meeting them. This gift has been my saving grace at times
and at other times it has given me warnings about my health. It still amazes me how accurate it is each
time. All of those experiences are
remarkable but what has been the most remarkable of them all is God revealing
to me the beauty in who we really are.
My message of love and oneness comes from a much deeper place than some
realize. This message and “knowing”
inside of me has always been present, but to be shown what that feels like and
looks like always takes me to a place of euphoria. Getting the revelation of how truly magnificent
each and every one of us are has forever changed my life, perspective, and
thinking. I will try my hardest to share
with you the understanding given to me, but please know that any description of
heavenly things will never fully amount to the entirety of what this dimension
is truly like. I still don’t know the entirety
of it because it’s VERY large. Only
having glimpses of it however feels like the entirety because it’s so vast! BUT it is NOT the entirety! No earthly words have ever been created to describe
it fully. The limited words we do have
like unconditional love is still not big enough (mainly because we’ve used it
so much that the intensity of it has been lost).
God’s many messages in the bible and in other religious
teachings on loving and oneness is truly what His kingdom is all about. We are not learning love for the first time. This is not new to us. This is who we are. This is who God is. We are love because we are cut from the cloth
of our Creator. We are also all
one. We needed challenges and to
experience pain in order to grow in love.
We were given a HUGE gift on earth.
That gift came with a hefty price.
It’s the gift of free will. In
order to have free will we have to also have duality which includes our ego. We have to choose to always operate out of
our higher self or God consciousness instead of out of our ego. Put before us each day is life or death, love
or hate, joy or sadness. We must learn
to choose love over our ego in the midst of pain and suffering. By choosing love each time, we are actually
growing into who we are. We are building
up our spiritual “muscle” and resisting the temptation of the ego which wants
to retaliate and/or get even.
God allowed me to experience this in a dream. Like I mentioned above, I am only calling it
a dream because I do not have a better word for it. This experience was as real to me as typing
this blog. It was an experience that
left me feeling what I’ve always known. In
this “dream” I was greeted by my deceased grandmother. This other dimension actually felt more
natural to me then here on earth.
Communicating with my grandmother was not as we communicate
here on earth. Instead of verbal
communication it was all non-verbal. By
mere thought I was able to express my emotions, feelings, etc. I noticed that communication was much quicker
this way. For example, it would be like
reading fifty novels in one minute and completely absorbing and understanding
it all.
When I first noticed my grandmother, I was so excited. I knew and was fully aware that she and I
were in spirit form. She appeared
younger and looked transparent (like a hologram). She had a glow or white light coming from her
which caused her to illuminate. She
stood before me as pure love and peace – as if it were tangible. I ran to her to give her a huge hug and as I
did this I melted into her presence (which all seemed natural to me at the time). I
literally became her and she was me. I
felt and thought everything she did and vice versa. As we were communicating, I simultaneously spoke
as myself and her. We were one! As I said over and over to her, “Don’t let me
go.” She said, “I love you so much.” I was saying both statements and felt what I
was saying in each statement but somehow I knew we were both speaking and I was
experiencing her feelings as well as my own….as one unit! Although all of this felt very natural to me
in the moment, I didn’t realize the full revelation of what happened until I awakened.
In this “dream” I knew it was a visitation and that she
couldn’t stay but it didn’t stop me from the heart wrenching cry of begging her
not to let go of me. I wanted to go with
her and I had this overwhelming feeling of being home sick and desiring to go
back from where I came from. I felt absolutely
no attachment to this earthly world and it felt as if I was in my natural state
and dimension. I became painfully aware
that I was truly a visitor here on earth and that I chose this place so that I
could grow but it didn’t stop my cry to return “home”.
Once I woke up (still begging for my grandmother not to let
go of me) and took a moment to take in what just happened; I was so excited to
have another experience of the pure love heaven emits from God himself. I’ve felt it many times before but only in a “dream”
state – never here on earth until recently.
I was told that the love in heaven can be experienced here when we
realize who we really are and choose to operate in it. I now feel this love within myself. It is truly the essence of who we are. It brings peace, joy unspeakable, and a
tangible love felt deep within. Although
I now feel it within, it still doesn’t compare to actually experiencing it in what
I like to call my “dreams”. Excitement
is usually my reaction when I have a heavenly visitation along with the desire
to stay in the presence of pure love.
Once I’m reminded of why I have chosen to come to earth I am happy to
return but I am also left with the desire of wanting to experience “heaven on
earth” even more so. In one dream I was
begging so hard to not return to earth that I was finally told what my mission
was. I sat in amazement listening to
this huge, bright light speak to me and fill me with such love and peace. Again, the love and peace in that dimension
felt tangible. As I listened, the tears
dried and I agreed to return although I also agreed to “forget” what I was told
about my mission. I will never forget
that experience though. It was the first
time I received information and wisdom from “a light”. This light was love. I could feel it! It spoke and appeared behind my right
shoulder and I would continue to only look straight ahead as I listened. I never turned to look at the light because
somehow in this “dream” I knew that I couldn’t.
Again, all of this was very natural to me.
I don’t know the entire story of my life because it’s not meant
for me to know the end. Life is about
growth. There are some things I have to
learn along the way. God truly does know
what’s best for us and I am at complete peace in not knowing everything. I find joy in living in the moment, enjoying
the now, and discovering the beauty of life and this earth. I feel like a tourist and my tour guide is
truly AMAZING! It’s not as fun for me
when I visit an amazing place filled with many sights to see and not knowing
where any of them are. I would much
prefer a tour guide that leads me and will also allow me (once led) to go off
and discover the beautiful sight that was just discovered.
From my experience on several occasions of becoming one with
my heavenly visitors; God has allowed me to truly understand his scripture and
plan for humanity. The bible talks about
love being the greatest commandment.
Many other denominations and beliefs have summed it all up to loving God
and your neighbors as you love yourself.
There is even one scripture that asks, “How can you say you love God and
hate your brother?” (1 John 2:10). In 1 Corinthians 13 4-7 it goes on to say what
love is and what love is not.
After my dream I got it!
I got why it’s vital that we love ourselves first. Becoming one with my grandmother, feeling
what she felt, speaking what she spoke, and everything being intertwined really
opened my eyes to how vital this teaching was from Jesus. He was teaching us the essence of who we
are. He was telling us what being here
on earth was truly all about. Above all
else we are to love. Loving yourself
will allow you to love your neighbor, children, spouse, enemies, and God.
We are all one body.
How can you love yourself and hate yourself at the same time? I would have prevented myself from becoming
intertwined with my grandmother (or God) if I didn’t already love myself. She appeared before me as love. If I didn’t love myself, I could not have
been one with her. Like attracts
like. If I hated myself it doesn’t mean
that I acknowledge myself as “hate” it means that I don’t know who I am. I cannot connect and be one with love if I
don’t know that I too am love. God does
not have an ego. If I only operate out
of the ego then I cannot be intertwined with pure love. Do you see why it’s vital that we first know
the magnificence of what we are and BE what God created us as?
When we became earth bound we started to feel separation from
our real home. Soon we forgot where we
came from and with that we also lost our awareness of who and what we are. We then were conditioned by this world to
believe we are all different. We created
labels for everything. Black, White,
Asian, Christian, Buddhist, American, Muslim, Democrat, Republican, etc. It seems that “divide and conquer” has become
our motto. We bought into the lie that
we are separate. We created division among
the human race. Division is the opposite
of what God intended. We have tried to
maintain our teachings and beliefs so badly that we have created rules of
conduct based on which category you fall under.
If you are a Christian, you pray to Jesus. If you are a Muslim, you pray to Allah. If anything comes to you that opposes your
belief – you have been trained to reject it.
I know because I used to fall under that umbrella in my thinking as well. I too became a victim of teachings that were
limited and went against what I already knew in my heart. I began to really search and pray and ask God
for answers. Matthew 7:7 tells us that
if we seek, we will find and if we ask, we will receive.
That dream I had (I’ve had many like it as well) shared with
me so many wonderful things. From the
beginning (when the bible was written) man did not want this message. Our world (mainly the ones in power) never
wanted the people to know that they had all of the answers within them. That they didn’t really need a government to
run their lives or make decisions on their behalf. Government in itself isn’t bad but when a small
group of people are making decisions for the masses, it can get so far away
from God’s plan that it can strip the people from the very thing it says it’s
offering – freedom and justice for all.
Freedom was a gift from God. Free
will was given to us as a human race.
Why did we allow the gift given to us by God to be taken away? We have given our gift away and allowed a
small group to make our decisions for us.
We will all be held accountable for certain decisions that we might not
have anything to do with.
We are ONE nation, under God. God never meant for us to divide and conquer. Most gains we have accomplished in creating
the United States of America was done violently. Did we really win if what we have acquired
was done through bloodshed and take over?
“This land is your land, this land is my land” is a very familiar song. This song was written as a result of the
great depression. Towards the end the writer
starts to question if this land was really for the people. To me, it addresses the social issues of that
time (people out of work, welfare lines longer, hunger in America). In a land of “opportunity” the people were struggling. In a land of fruitfulness and plenty, people
were going hungry. The writer started to
realize that this land is no longer for the people although the Constitution
starts with “We the people”. The spirit of “divide and conquer” creates
greediness, selfishness, and it destroys your spirit. It helps feed the “ego”. Wake up to who you are! Walk in your righteousness! God is in YOU! He’s not just in some; He’s in ALL! This land is for the people! The people have given their power over to a
small group of officials to make decisions on behalf of the masses BUT you have
to realize that collectively the people still have the power, not
government! If we are going to give
the government the power to make decisions on our behalf shouldn’t we continuously
also be praying that regardless of who is in office – God remains in control!
Shouldn’t we continuously be praying for our leaders and elected
officials? Let us never stop praying for
the world. Each morning my family stands
around a globe and we pray for peace.
When we don’t have the words to pray we will listen to the song “Peace
for my World” by Shekinah Glory. People of the Most High God-----LET US
PRAY!
Yes, ALL of this was revealed to me in a “dream”! We were created as one nation, one
people, and we all have God living in us. Could it be that our founding fathers also
had a dream? Could it be that Martin
Luther King, Jr. also had a dream? Could
it be that Gandhi also had a dream?
Could their dreams have been similar to mine? A world of love, peace, unity, and a civilization
aware of the magnificence that they are!
Could their messages be from the exact same thing God has shown me?
We do want love, peace, unity, and
oneness. If we didn’t we would not
celebrate and honor these great men as much as we do. We will always be connected to who we really
are in our hearts. Choose to let that
person out and fly. Yes, you will be
choosing to do it in a world that will challenge you and cause you to step on
your ego each and every day but choose love anyway. The ego should not control your
emotions! Yes, they may laugh at you and
say you’re weak but choose love anyway.
Operating in your higher self is not weakness; it’s powerful! Yes, they may call you crazy but choose love
anyway. Why? Because you are made in the image of love and
you love what you see when you look in the mirror. It’s because you love yourself that you can
love them anyway. Loving them is loving
God!
Choose love because to choose anything opposite of love is not
being who you really are. I don’t care
what you’ve done in the past. I don’t
care how you were told you weren’t deserving of love. I don’t care what society has done to
you. Leave the past in the past. Choose THIS DAY to walk in the knowledge of
who you are. Even the bible gives us
hints to the answer. It’s as if God
handed us the answer key to all of our tests in life and said, “I put before
you life and death.” As we stand there looking
dumbfounded He then says, “Pssssst, choose life.” (Deuteronomy 30:19).
We are all intertwined with our heavenly Father and it’s
because you love him that you also love everyone that came out of Him. That includes Black, White, Asian, Christian,
Buddhist, American, Muslim, Democrat, Republican, etc.
Without love we are nothing!
We wouldn’t even exist! This
universe wouldn’t exist without love first existing….God himself was first
before this world. So I plead with your
higher self------GO BACK TO YOUR
FIRST LOVE!
The series of
dreams I described above came AFTER a set of dreams warning me about my
health. I was told in a dream that I had
a “blood condition” and in this dream the doctor actually used medical terms
that I had never heard of before. When I
woke-up I asked my husband if he had ever heard of these terms. He told me that he did and that it was a
blood condition. That dream caused me to
go to my doctor and get checked out. I
was having horrible headaches. After
having a MRI done of the head it revealed what was described as “a partial
thrombosis and narrowing of the superior sagittal sinus”. I was then sent for more detailed test that
showed an “arachnoid cyst of the sella turcica” which sat on top of my pituitary
gland (which could not be seen in the CT scan as a result). For many months I was sent for test after
test after test! One test would state the
thrombosis; another test would discredit the thrombosis but state the cyst. Another test would state something totally
unrelated pertaining to the thyroid gland and nodules. One doctor would say, “Maybe it’s Lupus”
while another doctor would say something totally different. No one really could tell me what any of this
meant. I THEN started having these out
of body dreams and visitations.
Fast forward to now
(one year later) a few weeks ago I had more test done to see if the cyst was
getting bigger. The MRI and CT scan both
were normal with NO EVIDENCE OF A CYST! The
cyst was the only thing that consistently showed up in EVERY test that I had
last year! Where did it go?
The doctors are
telling me that the initial condition (thrombosis) could not have been “real”
because I should have been in ICU at that time (but we all saw it on the scan
image and CD image which I have a copy of).
They also have no explanation as to why none of this is showing up on
the MRI or CT scan as of today. The cyst
is GONE and although I was told that the thrombosis could also have been “scar
tissue” from a previous blockage……THAT TOO IS GONE!
I don’t need an explanation
because I know the God I serve! Miracles
do happen and I consider it all a miracle.
I have had many prophetic dreams throughout my life. Some of devestation, warnings, etc. My sum total of it all is this: WALK IN LOVE WITH EVERYONE AND CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD!
This is becoming a ritual it seems but after writing this
post I immediately had a song in my mind.
Here it is. EnjoyJ
