I AM THAT - I AM

Being of light?
I am that - I am!

Mercy?
I am that - I am!

Love?
I am that - I am!

Grace?
I am that - I am!

Healer?
I am that - I am!

Deliverer?
I am that - I am!

I am ALL and ALL lives in me.
I am also you
For that I decree.
When you look at the world
use my eyes to see. 
I am ALL and ALL lives in me.

Father?
I am that - I am!
I love you all dearly!
If you used my eyes you would see more clearly!
Love your neighbors from who I am.

I am that - I am ALL that - I AM!

JUST LIVE IT OUT

The Bright White Light

It was a beautiful day.  I was sitting on a yellow school bus and in an instant my life would change. Appearing behind my right shoulder it shined so brightly.  The glow from this light was so intense that I knew I had to look straight ahead.  I could not turn my head to see this miracle.  I could only look straight ahead and feel the warmth of its presence.  It began to speak so gently to me with words that were not spoken audibly.  Somehow the telepathic communication between us was natural.  It communicated faster than the speed of light and in a nanosecond I would understand what it would take a thousand lifetimes to comprehend.  I laughed, I cried, I laughed some more, and then the feeling of extreme sorrow would not leave me.  I begged and pleaded with this mysterious light being.  I even had the audacity to debate with it.  I did not like what I was being told but regardless of my tears and disobedient behavior, the beautiful light only poured out unconditional love towards me.  It comforted me and wiped away every tear.  It was the bearer of bad news but also the deliverer of agape love.  It departed once the last tear was shed.  The tears instantly stopped once this light told me my purpose.  My purpose was directly tied to my tears.  It would bring me great pain and sorrow but I would leave with great satisfaction in knowing that I fulfilled my life's purpose.  Once the agreement was made, and my tears were gone, I was  allowed to return.  I was returning knowing that I had just agreed to live out my purpose.  

I know that my life's purpose is not about me at all.  I know that my life is a sacrifice for the greater good of humanity.  I know that I am here to serve the needs of others.  I just wish I remembered what this beautiful light said to me.  I guess it's not meant for me to remember.  I know that I have to just live it out.

My Heart Beat Is A Melody Heard Through My Eyes

The secret rhythm of my heart cannot be heard.  Every beat sings a song that is telepathic.  It can only be felt and known internally.  This is what makes it a secret psalm.  This is what makes it a sacred melody.

The refrain speaks of an undying love.  It's a love so numinous and euphoric that words would dare not be formed to describe it.  It's a language that only I know.  It's a language that life will occasionally allow others to interpret.  It's a tune that beckons your twin flame.  It's an enchanting song so magnetic and powerful that you dare not turn the volume too loud for fear that the intensity of it cannot be handled.

Only few people will hear the secret song of your heart.  The ones that will look into your eyes and see the spirit that lives inside of you.  They can see the vivacity in your eyes.  They somehow can see the very essence of who you are.  They can hear your beats and they know every lyric by heart.  It's an unexplainable heart to heart connection.  Some living in this dimension and some that live in others.  They know the light within you intimately.  

It's for all of those reason that the ancient particles of the universe that makes up the whole of who I am continues to allow my heart to sing my song.  It's for all of those reasons that my heart still beats to a rhythm.

The secret song of my heart beats the language of love itself.  It loves me dearly.  It's the reason I'm conscious.

But every song has an ending.  When the song of my heart ends I hope that it will inspire others to loop it on repeat.  I hope that they will join their refrain with mine to create a more beautiful sound. For the few people that were able to listen to my telepathic secret psalm, I hope you will share it with the world someday very distant from now.  

My prayer is to create a beautiful song that I can leave behind.  The lyrics are still being written with every precious moment and memory I create while I occupy this Earth.  It will finally be played aloud for all to hear. What was once hidden inside of me and offered me life in this body will finally be set free!

When my heart beats stop, if you could not hear its song while looking into my eyes, you will hear it in the end and finally understand me.  When you do, please promise me that you will play it on repeat.    

I PROMISE I CAN

If it's warmth you need from the world outside,
I can travel a distance far.

I can light your path.
I can melt your heart,
I promise I can do it from a far.

Stop!  Don't come any closer.

I can burn your skin.
I can be intense.
I can melt your heart,
I promise I can do it from a far.
My light can travel to wherever you are.

Stop!  Don't come any closer.

When you feel the sun
it can make you smile
But it has to do it from miles and miles.

If it's warmth you need from this world outside,
let me travel to where you are.
I can set your heart on fire.
I can do it from a far.
I can make it worthwhile.
I can bring back your smile.

I promise I can.

Stop!  Don't come any closer.

I can burn your skin.
I can be intense.
I would tear you apart.
My fire would burn your heart.

But from miles and miles......I can make you smile.

I promise I can.

DON'T WAKE ME: GOD IS NEAR

DON'T WAKE ME UP:  GOD IS NEAR

Is it possible to know a love so deep?
Is it possible to visit this love in your sleep?
Is it possible that my dreams are real?
In this life I cannot feel.
I have known a love so deep,
but it will only visit me while I sleep.

A love so strong that my body can't hold me back.
A love that pulls me through time and space.
My spirit and my heart fights to return here.
A place where love has to share its space with fear.
A place where our loved ones are near yet so far away.
A place where we can only get through life if we hold on to faith.

That place is a blessing and I won't complain.
But when I fall asleep
will you visit me again?

I hold on to your presence like a child's arms wrapped around your neck.
I smile when I remember where I will end up next.

This life indeed is a blessing-----YES!
But how can you take me there
and think that I will call this place the best?

I will treasure my moments and live life here to the fullest.
I will explore this Earth and laugh until I cry.
I will allow myself to feel even if I feel fear.
Just promise me one thing
that you will always be near.

Yes, it's possible to know a love so deep.
I know because I visit it every time I fall asleep.
One day I will sleep and not wake-up here.
But I already know I will always be near.

No fear.

No tears.

I will always be near.

Until my life begins,
that's when we will meet again.