Wednesday, January 13, 2016

STOP and REALLY Imagine This

November 26, 2014

Stop and imagine this: 




Imagine God showing you the Ocean with no shoreline in sight.  He tells you that HE is the Ocean.  You feel this overwhelming love as you look at the Ocean.  You watch Him place a cup in the water and He scoops out a part of the Ocean.  That cup starts to turn into something that looks very familiar to you.  You realize that it’s YOU!  It’s your body and your face BUT it’s only your spirit (the Ocean) that brings it all to life.  You watch as God continues this process over and over again.  He scoops out the Ocean into a cup and after it's done millions of times you cannot make out each cup or “body” BUT you can see the Ocean as a beam of light in the center of each cup.  You look at your cup again and all you can see is that beam of light inside.  You then look out into the Ocean made up of millions of cups filled with a beam of light.  You realize that you can no longer make out which cup is yours because every beam of light looks the same.  It’s at that moment that you see every cup as yours.  You now realize that we are ALL connected and the totality of ALL that you are is existing within each little cup.  You also feel an overwhelming sense of God’s spirit which lives within each little cup.  You realize that God IS love and that He lives in each of us.  In that moment you start to feel with great intensity all of the pain, hurt, and torture that you have caused YOURSELF.  It's unbearable because you know that the pain you caused to each light was also pain you caused to God.  To feel this intense pain is reaping the harvest of the seeds you have sown.  You beg God to take the pain away because it hurts too much.  He explains to you that He is not causing you to feel this pain.  This pain is because you are standing there AS LOVE experiencing the intensity of hate.  You begin to cry.  In that moment you become fully awakened to who you are and your only mission (if you were given another chance to experience life on earth) is to help every little cup realize who they are and that we are all connected as ONE.  As you watch some little cups leave for earth, you realize that they will forget who they are.  You get a glimpse of how their life will be on earth and you don't like what you see.  You start screaming as their spirits fly away, "Please don't forget that you are a part of the Ocean. We are all ONE.  Our cups all look different but we are all ONE.  We are not different.  We are ALL the Ocean."  You begin to cry uncontrollably until God embraces you and you realize that you have returned back to the Ocean.  You are no longer contained in your cup.    

God IS love and he graciously allows every beam of light to return back from where it came from.  You are now finally at peace and your lesson was learned.  

Only a few cups remember that they are a part of the Ocean. The enlightened beams of light can only see the same light within the other cups.  It doesn't notice that the cups look different because the cups are just vehicles needed to have life here on earth.      

Get it now!  Don’t wait until you are gone.  Awaken now so that you can help awaken others!    

“Imagine what we’d accomplish together if we left our egos at the door.”  r.m. drake



What if I told you that your ego is the cup....your flesh?  The cup is so very important to have life here on earth BUT it is NOT who you are!  It should not make your decisions.  It’s where the illusion of fear lives.  It is the spirit within your cup that connects all of us as ONE.  To hate a cup that looks different from your cup is, in essence, to hate yourself and God.  God lives in all of us.  If we came from the Ocean, did we cease to be a part of the Ocean once we were scooped into a cup? 

So….you say you love yourself and God?  Prove it! Love your cup as you also love every other little cup that looks different from yours. Loving it all is loving God. We all have God's light within us, we are all the Ocean, and we will all one day return home. 

I love you. You are all a part of me. ☺πŸ’›




Visits From My Angel (dreaming wide awake)

November 11, 2013

She appeared to me after much persuasion of allowing her to. Angel after angel begged and pleaded, "Please let her speak to you. She will comfort you." As they repeated this over and over again and I understood the request, I said, "Of course I give her permission!"

So, there she appeared before me. She was the most beautiful person my eyes had ever seen. Tears flowed down my face even harder then before. I was elated to see her. I needed her to comfort me badly. I needed her wisdom. I wasn't sure why I needed consoling but my spirit knew why and so did she.

I cried the most gut wrenching cry I had ever cried in my life. I spilled my heart out to her. I told her everything as she patiently listened until I was finished. As she started speaking to me the tears instantly dried up. It was as if she was speaking life into me. She breathed new life back into me and the funny thing is - I can't tell you what she said except for the very simple last sentence. She looked at me lovingly and with all seriousness and said, "Do what makes you happy."

And that was the very first time I realized that I wasn't. My journey of discovering what makes me happy has brought me to the center of my soul. Happiness is found within. Today, I am simply saying yes when I want to say yes and no when I want to say no. I am loving myself, God, and others. I am living in my freedom and discovering that this life is a journey and it's meant to be lived as we discover the beauty of it all. 


Friday, January 8, 2016

Dear Daughters

This blog was originally created for my three daughters (although I have shared it with a handful of people as well). I wanted them to have my words, thoughts, and messages even after I leave this earth realm. God willing, I plan to be around for a very long time but I also know that tomorrow isn't promised. I love you Carrington, Katelyn, and Charity. I hope you know that you have inspired me since the day you were born to be the best possible version of myself. You also inspired the name of my blog. Caring (Carrington), Pure (Katelyn), and Love (Charity).

Here are some videos I created a few months ago for you. My love is for eternity. 😘😘😘