God is love and I have always felt this love from within. Ever since I was a child I never really questioned this because what I knew in my heart never came from a church teaching. It was just a "knowing" within me. It wasn't until I became a young adult that I started attending a church and was really taught the bible. I then started asking myself questions like, "How could the God I know in my heart be so different from the God I was being taught?" Certain parts of the bible that I was taught (from different perspectives and interpretations) felt "off" to me. I now view my childhood days (without growing up in the church) as a blessing because it gave me the opportunity to remain connected with this Source of energy that I knew lived inside of me (which kept my heart opened to consider all possibilities). It was this love within me that would cause me to make up melodies in my head and sing to it or dance to the song in my heart. The personal relationship I had was to a God that I would not or could not explain as a child. I never questioned what it was, who it was, or why it was within me. We don't question or doubt that we came here with a beating heart. To be alive is enough proof that we have a beating heart. Likewise, I didn't walk around thinking about this awareness, I just had it.
I don't believe in coincidences. I once read a quote that said, "Coincidences are God's way of remaining anonymous." The other day this video fell into my lap and I know it was not by coincidence. This person explained so beautifully why some teachings of the bible never really reconciled with the truth in his heart. As he ends this video with explaining and admitting that he doesn't have all of the answers to life, he also explains that this is his understanding of the Father that he knows (I can also relate to this message).
As I live.....I grow. As I grow....I change. Finally, what I've always felt in my spirit is being realized. I once had a prophetic dream (I have had many so I won't go into full details about this one) and I heard God say to me, "Tell my children that I love them." I never questioned this. I guess if I believed in the God I was taught in church I would have responded, "Do you want me to tell them to repent or go to hell too?"
God is love! He loves you so very much! You don't need "fixing" or to work out your salvation. It's because He loves you so dearly that He would never forsake or leave you! It's because He loves you so dearly that He greets you at your final hour. It's because He loved the Son so dearly that He restored Him from the cross that we put him on. We have a history of "crucifying" the ones that came in the name of LOVE. Ghandi, Martin Luther King Jr., Jesus, Nelson Mandela and so many others all had a message of love. Why have we rejected such a loving and merciful message that can stand alone as pure love? Is it because we needed to believe that something outside of ourselves would save us? God is love and that love can move mountains, save your soul (if that's what you need), and place you at the seat of kings.
He wants all of His children home after they have experienced this life. Grow, change, love, and know that your Creator is love made alive through every breath that you breathe. Just as Jesus was able to know where he came from and who His Father is (from the beginning of His birth), so should we!
God has many names but my favorite one is LOVE!
"This is where I'm at. This is how I actually understand my Father."
PS I hope to not offend anyone. I am sharing my revelations along my journey. I only share what I feel led to. I pray that if you were led to this space, it blesses you.
Pouring love from my heart,
CaringPureLove
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